My father in law has been diagnoised with cancer and has been given 12 months to live.  My Hubby also lost his sister to cancer in '96, she was 25.....This is extremely hard for everyone, as it should be.  Please send good vibes to my father in law and the family.  If ANYONE has any suggestions or spells that would help delay or stop the spread PLEASE let me know (always hoping)

My hubby has decided to cremate him.  He wants to spread half the ashes on his sisters grave (that was dads eyeball)  and either keep the other half or spread it in the ocean as he loves the beach.

Knowing how I am, he wanted to know if seperating the ashes will aggravate the spirit?  If there are any negatives to spreading or keeping the ashes.

MY question is IF we keep it, if there a chance the spirit would stay with it....half or whole.  I know it's a possibility.  Being I see dead people, and hear people I don't know IF I want to hear it forever or until he walks over.....but if it is something he wants, i will deal with it.

 

Thank you for whoever answers or knows answer....website would be good as well.

 

blessed be

I don't think I am can bring it to the beginning but I remembered that is appeared someone's wife was having a baby.  We were on a bus, school bus, and the 'father' was the bus driver. He was flying around the corners and scaring pretty much everyone.  When you look out of the left side of the bus, you could see what appears to be ruins of roads, broken roads raised high in the air.  Just on the other side, which he said was the hospital, was a gorgeous, illuminating building.  It was tall, and massive. Toward the top had a rounded section protruding out, making the building look even better. What's so bad, I don't remember actually getting there, but ended there.

Switch to it being a hotel. it's huge.  You walk around the wall, and you see 3 pools.  one is sitting in front of you, sitting up above the walking area.  In the center, there is a hot tub. To your right, there are two other pool, seperated by a hump that the water flows in between also long pools.  In between the three pools, people can walk through them to the dining hall.  But yet, you can swim between the pools in the same area. 

I was walking around with a guy,a friend.  It seems, mom and dad had already went to the room. We went to the very top of the hotel which was on the 17th floor.  We got out and it looked like a older hotel, like a apartment building of sorts. We went through rooms, roaming around going through b-day partys, gatherings etc.  Somehow ended up back on the first floor.  A friend of mine wanted to go swimming so I changed and got in the pool yet she was no where to be found.  I swam what seems to be a minute.  Next thing I know, I ended up in a room, that seemed to be on the other side of the wall where the pools are.

It was a room to a family who was a famous football player and his 'wife' and the son I knew, went to school with and the other son was a famous actor...what?  They went upstairs to their other room.  We BS'd for a bit then the cops came down with the family, they  were undercover or something and the kids didn't pay for their tuition??  Ok, then i woke up.

Yes, I sleep with the TV on, but keep it on the cartoon network, Adult swim of course, so that could be the reason for the strange dreams.

 

PS, I dreamt for about a week about floods, waters, etc and we have 'floods' of fires and rainning here the next several days? 

I have been keeping a dream journal beside my bed in fear that when I would even ahve an attempt to type it out, I would forget.  I did a gris gris bag to open my third eye, and BOY did it ever.  I started having more dreams that I was remembering bits and pieces of.  They have become more vivid and more detailed.

The more dreams I am having, I am remembering them on a longer period of time then just shortly after I wake up.  Because of this, I am actually able to remember long enough to bring it here as opposed to attempting to write it down.  When I write it down on paper, it is just important parts so I can lay it out later, but when will that be right?

 What I will probably end up doing is making notes then adding them here later in the week.  Like i have nothing else to do....heh

 Just letting everyone know what I have been doing.  

In other news, I have been looking for an alter and everything I have found already done seems to be too small. SO, I guess I am going to lowe's and  build my own.  Any suggestions on wood is greatly appreciated. 

P.S. I have YET bought more books on making gris gris bags and Amulets and Tailsmens ;)

 

 

I have to admit that I have pushed and bought all the things I need to get my alter the way I want. Even though I am physically ready, it appears that I have been so busy and my mental state has been in question that I have not taken the time to set it up. I have been chanting and meditating as much as I can, when I can.
I don't know it seems my WANT to is there, but my mental mind is pushing me away. I hope not because it's something that I know deep down I am and I need to help me grow. It's the only thing that I have that is MINE and that I can use to make ME better as well as help others if need be.
Tonight, after I get my hair cut, I'm putting it together.
Any forceful encouragement is helpful people...HAHAHAHA

I have a friend of mine who is buddist, she happens to work at a Pizza place and delivers pizzas. Well, being in OK, she sometimes gets stuck in that small little hole in the wall where drivers have to stay until there is a delivery. Anyhow, it appears that everyone there felt the need to be bible pushers. She said everyday, it's being 'preached' by one or more of the fellow drivers.

Well, she evidently she told them that she studied buddism, and they proceeded to tell her that she worshiped the devil and that it is evil and it's a sin and she is going to hell, yadda yadda *add all bad judgemental stuff that most closed minded people say *

I was talking to her about it and something hit me. I am a person that when I get into a conversation with someone, regardless the topic, and I'm not familiar with that particular topic, I reserach it. I do not believe there is ANYTHING wrong with knowledge and learning more about anything that intrigues you. That being said, I have NO problem when someone has studied and learned about Buddism, and in their opinion, do not care for it. I see nothing wrong with that, to each his own. But when you have closed minded people who do not want to take the time to learn and autmatically think that ANYTHING other then their own beliefs, it's SATAN, or extremely evil.

I live in a city where the closest store that remotely even looks like an 'occult' store is a good 45 minutes to an hour away. I am in NC, the almost CENTER of the bible belt. A place that has strip joints, but the women have to cover their nipples with paint, and have to wear lacey booty short panties, no thongs. And I'M trying to live my Wiccan life. I think I need to move....lol

I just wanted to share that experiance. I know it's everywhere, but sometimes it's just too much.

Blessed Be~!